siGH.... hI
well today i mET CUIWEN and CARISSA!!!!!! OH man! at last after so many months man...haha... well they still look the same and this car is realli crazy as the days goes BY...
aha... met them at TP! sigh talkin abt TP! fuck it man...
TP was my ultimate dream but some f*** thing i cld nt make it there...
my dream was TP biomedical or LSM and TP ICG! sigH! ALL the f*** dreams gone... when i went into TP campus i wanted to be regarded as a TPian... now im just in some private school.. no doubt my course is good...
SIGH... nuthin works for me well in my academic life...
i just hate it... now when i see poly frens i envy them... im sorri..

then talked all the way and i and car went to slack at KFC.. and car was tempted by a boy eatin cheese fries...ahah...i tempted her more and yeah in the end she ate it..haha..and waited with her till her mum fetched her..
well many matters have been running in me...saturday is a plan to meet my friends and im nt sure whther my mum will allow... arGH... i cant stand it.. why they can go out so much and not me siGH... must i be in RJC to go out! fuck it man..

anyways yeah tats abt iT... this post was full of F**** im sorri people i dun care wat u pple think of me..haha!im so sick of live! and now i just know i cannot go temple tml... wah!F********....

i hate iT...

Labels: screwed up life....

well i never blog damm freakin long man!haha!
welll last week went to changi village hotel to stay the hotel was so nicee and wow! the swimmin pool was a amazement itself! the jacuzi and there was tis real real hot guy with TATTOOS~~~~ ooooooooo HOT!so handsome and u wld hve never seen such a hot guy!
anyway! then slacked alot at the hOtel and reaLli enjoyed my self!


yesterday my Mum caaME homE!yeah from IndIa miss her man! more Like misS her NaGging!haha! sorri!
ANyway she BoUt so much stUfF!hha!

and i have been havin a fear that my brain cells are dead! my brain has been restin from nov2006-june2007! OMG! i cannoT!
GOD U MUST HELP!hahah!


anyway tats it!

mummi!i miss u! irealli miss my mum and im homesick!
can u come back mummi
omg! sigh did not blog for quite long and yeaH! anyway hvin a damm high fever and i went to the doc all to find out that my tonsils are INFECTED and INFLAMMED!
so sad!
sigh! suppose to go class gathering today but i have a damm bad fever and yeaH! besides my father was against me goin i dunnoe why?
HAH!
yah that abt it! not in the mood to write anymore!

Labels: gone for life

omg! i suddenly have a love for HITLER! haha! i was reading my history booK!mUAHH! anyway yea!as i said im LAdy HITLER!

well this two days were damm F******* boring!i cld just stare at the damm TV for like hours! ROARS!nuthin can change my damm boredom! anyway i was still in the midst of work!

i SWEAR FAN CUIWEN IS GONNA KILL ME!im like suppose to meet her sincec jAN! but some stupid issuses come up everytime i wanna meet her! sorri BABE!
and yeste i went to the DAMM school to register and SIGH!
i was so sad my school gonna start on 3rd JULY!
the time table was like killlin! everi freakin day! anyway school is also the samE!


SIGH! sorri i nvr meet u pplE! sooN!


ME! @ coffeebean!

my HusKy babe!


something is hauntin me for a few months,days,mins,seconds,
shall u accepted by me?
shall we be Together ?
why did u leave me wit so much confusion dear?
theres something tat stops us inbetween.
issit tat?
maybe u and i are meant to be
or maybe not
maybe u found some other lovE?

but im still here...........waiting for u my loved one.





forever shall i wait> or for now?

Labels: i love you

sigh! WElL WENT today was Ok! i gt to meet durga ANd madie to get soMe issues Solved!went tM! and AGAIN TO BILLY BOMBERS!!!!!
arGH! its so FreAkin exPensive Buts ok lA@! good fOOd and madie juSt drinKs maYO like Siao!and Durga went bOny wiTh lamBS!
gooD meaL but the Dessert was bad it Was some choColate ice Cream But the NexT hr i wld have Been KilLEd by Diabetics!MUHAH!

We wEre Talkin abt *CUTE* guYS! wiNKS! and Got to Our OriginaL place Coffee BEAn!craPPin for a aBt 4 HRS at the saME damM place!hahh!

ToLD my GAls someThing Tat was HauNtin in my heart for VEri LONg! BUt im Still Indecisive abt tat IssUE!
SIGH!

HelP me!

Labels: confused CaT

ANYWAS! BACk AFTER 4 DAYS! STAYED AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE!DAMM BORIN WIT TWO RETARDED COUSINS AND IT FELT LIKE I WAS A IDIOT SITTIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HOUSE SLACKIN AND COUTING HOW MANT LIZARD SHIT ON THE DAMMwall!
anyway im dyin of boredom and i wanna meet my "darlings" frens and YA! ROAR! i think even an idiot is better off than me!
MADIE WAS just tellin me of a "fren" that day!

NOW NT A FREN A BITCH! NVR KNEW SHE WLD ME SO RETARDED!WHO WLD EVER WANNA CRY FOR A DAMM LOSER FRIEND! BESIDES A BIGGER LOSER WILL NOE A SMALLER LOSER! U CRY FOR A FREN U NOE FOR 6 MONTHS BUT U DUN EVEN CARE FOR A FREN U NOE FOR 6 YEARs! NO MORE ARE U IN MY FRENS LIST NOR IN OUR FRENS LIST!
BITCH!

I HATE U! U SHD NOE WHO U ARE!

Labels: FRUSRTAED

well live is great for me at this period of time onlY!
my school only starts in JULY!
siGH! anyway didnt do much today!
i sat infront of the damm tV from 9am-5pm !!!!!
ROAR! I HAVE NO LIFE AT TIMES!
i wana go out! miSS my darlINs!my friends!my soulmate! my cat,dog,lizard,cockroach and aLL!
tml goIN temPLE likE some ReliGious IDIOT!hah! my lil cousIns are Gonna Get tHeir eaRs piercEd!hah!yeah MAN!
ok i am feelin that iM crappIN!
SARANYA SHUT UP!

HEY!
well this is my second blog also created by sabby for me!thanx babe!anyway!so those who were grumblin at me for a blog here you are!hah!tat;s abt it la!
NUTHIN MUCH!

You've just stepped onto my territory.

I'm just a little nobody...
Saranya
18
26 August 1989
Single