| Thursday, May 21, 2009 |
so much confusions..so much temptations...so much arguements..so much problems...i hate this feeling...i noe this is not the time to fall for all these BGR nonsense but somehow im into that shitnot realli into a relationship but just getting to noe each other and that process can kill and you want things ur way which is ridiculos..i just got to noe you not even a month and u tryin to show me ur attitude,sometimes i just dun feel like trusting you. You can be the nicest fella on earth but you justdun seem to understand the situation that u sometimes put me into,anyway like i said im not interested in gettin into a relationship or whatso ever! i think its stupid to go into a relationship when im onli like 19!!!this is a small convo me and my dad had tat day at home and..me: appa..wat will u do if i get a guy?dad: its ur life wat..me:serious?dad: as i told u and ur sister, u can get guys or guys get you, whther you end up gg into a r/s or watsoever just tell me and show me the fella, even if u two dun wanna tell ur mum....me: hmmm....ok...dad: why suddenly you askinme: i think im gettin to noe a guy from ....... and his name is ....... age....... occupation....dad: WAT THE HELL!!!!me: why?!!dad: ok be careful but just take it slow..me: wat if i fal in love and go on with him?dad: AIYO!!! i told u just tell me if anything goes on more than being just a FRIEND!!!me: ok! OK! OK! OK! chill daddy chill!!!dad: BUT DUN U DARE RUN AWAY WITH HIM!!!ME: PLEASE IM NOT SO STUPID!!!dad: i wun noE!!!!hahaha! so yeah i was crappin with him when he was life fixing some computer spare parts...sigh i guess i can onli reveal things to him the best than to my sisterits not like i dun trust her...its just that sometimes my sister blabbers out things and it may end up to my mum's ears! and i will get nice SHELLINGS FROM HER!!!!! swine!anyway things at home looks ok! my mum does not realli nag at me much now, i feel like she has let me do things i want my way and i also dun wanna go and take advantage of this situation.so yeah...my dad and i have been sharing alot of things abt my mum's side and i also promised him not to blabber it out and im not such a person!my life is kinda getting better and im missing my ATOSians!! my work place pple!hmmm....esp the customer service dept and teleservice and BULLYIN VIJAY!ahahah! the politics is kinda shitty in the office but when it comes to the colleagues they are so nice!esp my side and the SINDOO GANG!! all our gossip sessions!!!!! YUMMI!ahaha!i just love it!besides this there is nothing so interesting the damm office! but there is onli one issue tat is haunting me in the office which i realli hatei realli dunnoe how to handle this situation! its realli childish and appareantly i got involved! arGH!which realli is sucky and im startin to hate some people in my office regarding this issue! sigh!as a matured person i dunnoe why ur mind is so childish and makin issues so big! argh!!hmm so life goes on and im a happy happy gal =)
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