oh greaT! the holidays are comin to an end! i cant take iT! oh god! school is starting and back to mugging and staying in school to face lecturers! oh goD! i hate this and of all my results are like comin! on 18AUG!im worried damn it!

anyway let me just enjoy myself. On Fri i went out with my two darlins! like at last la! a much needed outing was finally settled! i wun be able to meet during my school days la! yeah went to T3 and i dunnoe whY! yeah we settled at POPEYEs for dinner..kinda filling and omg! yeah then as usual we went snappy snap but yeah yet to upload the pics yeah..

Sat was like kinda boring except for the evening. Morning as usual had to make a weekly appearance at grany's place.Slacked the whole afternoon there then in the evening went to SST for volunteering work! hey its kinda cool..u can actualli meet all the weirdos and i realli find INDIANS FUNNI! oh god!

SUN ..today...had dance class in the morning! was kinda tiring but ok! im just waiting to do my dance graduation with my sis but that needs alot of stamina!hah! like imagine 9 dances each of 10-15 mins within like 3 hours! and the prob is not even the steps...its the facial expressions which i hate to do! oh god! yeah soon maybe say dec 2010! anyway then came home and tagged my mum along for shopping. She had alot of lists in mind but in the end i did the most amount of shoppin! i finally like convinced her to get me a bag! she just hates buying me bags and hates me buyin them and i dunnoe why!damn!
haha! thanks mummi!
yeah then so tired came home and slackin!haha!

ok tatsit for now!

This week has been a rush! the previous post ive been lamentin about being bored but this week has been kinda cool!



have been kinda gg out a lil here and there.

Tuesday was kinda cool! slacked the whole day till around three i went to meet my friend at Tampines and slacked at a food court as usual crappin away yeah! Talked abt stuff and "CURRENT" affairs happening!haha!

yeah then at around 5 plus went to meet my cousin. at lil india...suppose to get a saree but ended up she had no mood so she went to get her brows done and yeah me and my sis were like stonin there for like 15 mins!

yeah then went to attack at some vegetarian restraunt which was so disappointing.. we were so full yet we were craving for some desserts! so we walked all the way to Cathay Cineleisure and chomped @ Ben and Jerry's! OHHHH the icecream is great there...the ambience is so nice la...then bus-ed home...



wed was plain irritating! had like plans to meet my friends..everything planned and confirmed..was excited and all ended up cancelled with project meetings! ROAR! so just rotted at home...



today went granny house..and i swear its pissin cause i either get hurt or injured everytime i go there...my lil cousin bro just steps me and bangs me against windows and Fuck man! discipline ur damn kid la! sick! and they just make me slap him when i dun even like it! i hate to slap kids..

sigh....ahah!

sunday rocked! yeah!
all my cousins came over to my house and it was a blast! i love them!
i jus cant imagine a life without them!

as usual we were like teasing each other..then ate so much food cooked by my mum!
most of my cousins left and asual the latest SSYS stayed back...oh if u dunnoe its
Shankari Saran Yugan Sangee. hehe the 4 of us are as usual slackin away and then time came and sangee had to be sent to visit her "client" hehe!
and me and yuganbro decided to see if sangee was good to her "client" and we trailed her and spied on her! camo our van..heheh! after dropping off her we both trailed back home and talked about some issues...my bro is damn sweet and loving man...sigH
love u darlins...

anyway this week was kinda dissapointing i realli mean it dissapointing..could not help it..all my plans were burned..

Monday :went temple for volunteering..i guess this was the onli one that worked out well

Tuesday: to meet my friend..he could not meet ...ended up slackin at home..

Wednesday: planned to slack at home but instead was dragged to go and watch dasavatharam..

Thursday: planned to meet my DD and MD and my friend but could not again!

Friday: slack at home i guess!

SO SAD! i cant believe my holidays are super boring..anyway this sunday gonna meet my darlin cousins again for some show...omg! hope it will be a blast!

oh ya and i realised ive been a lil retarded in my previous post abt love and all...sigh..just leave it..aint gonna bother too much till i get answers as wat i want...


My pri sch friend came cryin to me abt her bf and i had to be aunt agony and im not sad abt it. all these problems that i hear abt relationships can realli make me learn a lesson. Guys are guys and gals are gals...either they remain to selfish and being dominated by them.
aiyah..this is why i refused to get into a new relationship..im scared i cant commit and may hurt that party...and not onli that...its no use makin an effort to call or sms that party when that party is not even bothered..

True LOVE IS hard to be found..

its has to come or not come
it has to happen or just leave it
it has to be there or else just die...
damn it..
its not like those times when everything was much moe serious...sigh..gals and guys change bfs and gfs just like their clothes..im aint sayin im a angelic or saint one..perhaps i may be wrong...

saranya saranya.......sigh!



well at last i got out of the house! went sentosa on thurs!

ok its lame but yeah!

its so upgraded now and images of singapore is nice...

sigh seeing all those kampong housing days those days realli makes me wanna get back...its so fun...playing with ur neghours just around...omg!

now days its likes neighbours are so cold..like touch me not! pigs!



anyway movin on...went to 4D magix..it was nice..and there was like water being sprayed all over la...and lastly went carlsberg tower..its so nice and romantic..imagine ur loved one jus holding you around and both ur eyes just go around the same area...OOOOO ok i shall control myself...



and then came back to vivocity and settled at MARCHE....god the food there is damn good...but ex...hehe! ate so much and then bus-ed home back...kinda great day...

came back home..

i have been having this disease recently..i pratically stoned for 30 mins w/o stopping! omG!



IM BORED AND I HAVE NOTHIN TO DO! HAHA!



i gotta go and register for my next sem damn!
think of going school is hectic..!
anyway yeah...

people people...
life is not as easy as i thought...sigh i shall not talk as if i went thru too much shit..

hmm anyway was stayin at home for the past few days and believe me it sucks...since my maid not here i have to like clean and do housework which i hate..eew...sweep mop...damn..so sad..
will be gg out soon one of these days..

i think im in a major shit called love...hahah! i shall not explain further...
hehe!

back back..
the exam stress has vanished and here comes the exam RESULT stress..
omg i realli hate this sem exams.i aint have any confidence..god save me..i tried my best but the worst paper is my managing people paper..i pratically went blank..

oh yeah anyway now the holidays are here and im also kinda busi here and there..mainly plannin to complete my drivin advance theory and go on.
register for my next sem and go out with my frends...already pending too many
main one is with DD and MD...
was watchin this programme on abusal of spouse..omg this is realli mad la.wives abusing husbands and vice versa..this is the freakin reason why i hate to think of marriage.. no matter how lovey dovey the guy can be how guranteed are u that he will look after u for ur whole life..omg!

stupid fools...damn it! anyway ive been kinda confused recently over "many'' things..
many things which are unexplainable and some which are already explained.
onli the gods can save me
i tell a lil prayer within me..
hope god will fulfill it
i put the trust on him...but wun he understand
u stood there understandin me everytime..
but there is no commitments as u promised..
is this the end?
im in the urge of tellin it to u
but i dunnoe whther will this last..
u hear me>
i _ _ _ _ u...

You've just stepped onto my territory.

I'm just a little nobody...
Saranya
18
26 August 1989
Single