I LOVE MY BROTHER!!!!!!! YUGANESH AKA AK NESH!

and so we were stayin up to as late as 5+am... and then all went to sleep except me and sangee who were still awake crappin about all our love sob stories and ya both of us got kinda emotional...hahah!yeah then 7am comes and i get goin to get ready for dance class..



dance was ok..surprisingly i got 2 performances....hmmm wonder how it will go...god bless me!
i love my cousins and waiting for a next meeting sooN!
hah!




BLOGGIN!!!

ok i think i realli have no life cause im bloggin for the 2nd time today and yea!
am in school now and just now me and my frend were cravin for macdonald's so badly we just could not resist it! this is the 4th time im eating MAC in this whole week la...thanks to my dear temptations!hahah!

so we went there at around 6 and omg it was freakin crowded!i just could not take it la! so irritating!
and then we were wondering whether we could sneak into any offices and see the route and guess wat the two of us did???
we actualli went into the UOB office building and we just walked into the lift and went to the top floor!hahahah! we got out and we saw this small window area there and we peeped down...OMG! such a good view la! but it was kinda small space and we were freakin out if we were gonna get spotted so we quicky took the lift and left and since it was office ending hours it was too crowded for the security to notice us...he would have tot that we are just some office workers walkin around!hahahah!omg imagine the staff can just stand and watch la!ARGH! so good! anyway so we just scanned the whole area and came back to school...my friend left home!hahah!


it so upset to see clarke quay such a quiet and romantic place to become so crowded and knowing about singaporeans and their kiasu mentality they will sit anywhere just to watch the damn race..im sorri but yea.!hahah!
im super freakin bored in school!
none of my darlins are here...
shiva..mani...chery...argh none of them came today all the 3 lazy pigs onli i attended class..humph!hahah!
and all the two clowns do is to just send a message..."hi dear..im not feeling well" and as for cheryl she will plan when to come school and when not to come ..so like on the eve she will message me "babe i not going school tml.hahahahaha" retarded!hahah!
yeah and being alone reminds me of all those times i use to come school all alone and study on my own before i got close to this piggys...hahah! eessssssshhh...

i just received a message from my dance frend sayin that im out of the dance..i expected it but im not gonna bother..how can i cancel my damn lecture and come and anyway nowdays im pissed with dance also..i just seem unwanted in the damn class and it realli sucks..i think im gonna quit soon! its ok if my 14 years of art is gonna go waste..it will hurt but it just defeats the purpose like FUCK! im sorri but week after week this shit happens....argh watever its is i dun bother..when the time comes i will make my way out....

OMG! ive a damn pimple on my eyelid and it reali hurts like fuck...everytime i blink it hurts..
poor me...
anyway this week has been kinda ok for me..

i met kv on wed..so sweet of him to follow me aljunied to return back my book and then we went to eat at the nearby foodcourt!
omg the carrot cake was happenin but i could not realli eat! damn! KV nicely attacked dumpling noodle which tasted evern better than my carrot cake! HUMPH!hehe...so yeah then walked back to mrt station and took the train back to school but since i had a lil free time...i and KV decided to slack at the mrt station...was quiet and nice....like after soo long i could like manage to sit in RP mrt station for quite long time...usually i will be rushing off the train or the train will arrive on the dot!hahah!
so yeah 4 pm comes and we split ways...im off to school and he is off to his SUGUS!!!hahaha!smoochies!hahah!and went for p10 class...as usual mani came and we were sittin together in class...kinda surprising but yea and then lessons went on and this ass was irritating me with his crap...and yeah i sensed jealousy for a moment...shall not explain more..hahahah!thanks KV for follwing me!


movin on with yesterday which is thursday i met my COUSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAJAE!!!!!!!!ahahahah!
after like SOOOOOOOOOO many months we meeting..tat swine is always busi with her life and yeah i think its almost say 10 months since we met...im serious! and afterall she is my 1st cousin and i dun get to meet her as often as i meet my 3rd darlin cousins!omg! soo yeah we kinda went to lil india and i dunnoe why the hell she even chose that damn place yeeah so went there and ATTACKED FOOD!!!!!! yummi yummi! my long tim cravin for mee goreng was satisfied!hahahah!and then my sister joined us and we continued crappina and this particular cousin sis can realli make a sad person happi with just her statements!hahah!love her! and yeah then later just left to get back home!

argh!hahah! i miss my darlins and cousins....omg another 24 hrs more onli to meet therm!!!!!! YAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lallalalal! and i seriously wanna go to the beach! i suddenly have this desire to go!hahahah!














































SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah it was a shoppin spree for me and my mum yesterday!
and she realli spent a bomb for me!haha
first stop was at TANGS....we went to get our cosmetics....from MAC!
i got my powder and this eyeliner which was kinda ex for such a small thing but yeah and a gold eyeshadow...it was awesome and mummy bought it for me!hahah!

second stop centrepoint robinsons...mum wanted to get a bag for herself so after scanning much she bought a bag that caught her eye and i wanted to get the guess bag which was sooo nice but since they purple one was not available i was sad and decided not to buy!argh....
so we went to look at some shoes and OMG!!!!!! i saw this black high heels which was super awesome and it was studded well...
the price was like $119!
ahaha....mummy once again bought it for ME!!!!!!!!hahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!omg!

yeah and then headed over to chinatown..mother wanted to get some swaroski(however u spell that) crystals...ahahha she practically brought me in and ouT OF EVERY DAMN shop...and then came home around 4+pm....

and then slackeed and watched DHOOL!!!!!!!!
omg! im so waiting for the finals...

aerocatz....TRIDIAC!!!!!!! and maybe killabeez...

im in schoool now and im blogging away my life story part 2153845485646465165....
hahah!
im seriously missing my cousINS!!!!!! ARGH!

i have a whole wish list to do now till the end of year and here it goes:

Pass my paper 4 well...
Complete my last 3 papers satisfactorily in dec..
Get my license end of this year or by early next year..
Have a wonderful deepavali...
Have a awesome gathering with my cousins....
To send of mani to india for good happily with some fond memories left behind..remaining with cheryl and shiva...
To start preparing for ACCA next jan....
To spend a wonderful time with my friends and family.





my aunties and my relatives have been askin me why the hell im still not attached with a bf. its irritating cause not 1 of them but about 7 of them were asking me at a recent family function.its frustrating and i just stand there and told them im not interested!excuse me im onli 19 and its not like im 25 years old in a marriage age! damn you! its pissing! i dun need a bf at this age and do what! i must achieve my goals and aim.

i wanna settle down done with my degree and hons and get a good job and be financially and mentally stable myself.By getting a bf its onli gonna distrupt me more and i will like have to be controlled by him and im not a person who can often get out of house at odd timings and meet that often with such a retarded lifestyle and timetable like mine.And my parents have high expectations about me ever since my sis is now done with her degree and shes in a good post in her office and me just doing a diploma. i need to set an example and make my dad and mum proud.

i dun care wat other people think about me or wat kind of creature i can be? i dun live for others..i live for myself!
if i like a person i will tell them straight and i will tell them my situation.i regret if i told and made a mistake and make them have wishes about me?!that my weakness...i always tell off and later will regret. i make errors like who does not?!
watever...... I saranya ramalingam shall not care about wat any loser our there thinks about me!

off!


boing!!!!
was pretty ok in schooL!
nothin much just had p9 in the morning! was super draggy but ok la!
so at 1 pm me,cheryl mani and shiva headed over to lau pa sat to eat and seriously im getting pissed of eatinG!
i will have the temptations and urge to eat but when i see the food i will be like bleagh!
i will have sudden temptations..cant help it if im like that!hahah!

yeah came back to school did some assignment shit! argh my whole life full of work or assignments! damn! and then had a lil while to slack.
some issues pissed me off and i did not have mood to attend nite class!
i dunnnoe and i was not realli feeling well..hehehe! so yeah just didnt attend classes at nite
was sitting in my school balcony and issues came up between me and mani AGAIN! damn

yeah we kinda talked it out and settled it for once...
and as i told every other person i dun wanna commit into a relationship....
argh! moving on so then studied on my own and went back home!




PS:u noe u have someone waiting for you and by right we are not suppose to do those things! i feel guilty now and finally u felt it...im sorri and just leave it..its onli a few months away till we part so lets just be good friends! dun let our relationship have a strain.watever you do i still like you and cherish your friendship veri well. i noe ur always there to stand by me and support me and so am i also.i dun wanna be the bear that spoiled the prayer :)

SUCKY SUNDAYS!

well wats new...sundays just have to be boring!
mornin i woke up at 0730 and went for dance
as usual shit has to happen there...boring came back home..

my mum was like askin me to go get stuff for her...
and then came back home and slackedddddddddd all the way!hahah!
daddy also came back in the afternoon and yeah he was like crappin around and making fun of me and my mum! humph!haha!

me and my sis were suppose to go for a friend's wedding but since there was dhool on TV which consisted my fav groups Apsara ASIA and mera naam joker and Aerocatz i had no heart to go and since i was not going my sis also refused to gO! such a pig!
so we ended up at home..

Apsara Asia dance was awesome and they realli looked so colourful!! and of course lively!Hahah!

mera naam joker:such a dissapointment...they should have done a better song...sigh

Aerocatz: they were awesome and realli good!hahah!

but sadly Apsara Asia did not get in!! sigh..so demoralisinG! another stupid group got it..sucks man!haha! nvm even though they lost my support is always for them!ahaha!

after that mummy wanted to treat me for my bdae so went Swensens at T3...nicely ate...in the end me and my dad had to like choke down all the food there..haha! was yummy and went home kinda late...we were walkin around the whole airport!! ..
then daddy drove us to this particular place near changi where you can see planes taking off and landing clearly...its was so dark and quiet...u can hear the plane's engine so clearly...
sigh and so romantic...imagine..under the stars with ur loved one...sighhh...so nice...
my mum and dad were like holding hands and watching the planes...me and my sis were laughing and moved away...and we were like imitating them and trying to irritate them!


hahahah! funni!hahah!

SUCKIES!!!!!
omG! i think its a jinx for me at CDC!damn
i just had to get it....argh

saturday had my driving practical and i dunnoe how the hell i ended up getting the damn same instructor AGAIN! man when i saw my car number i was practically cursing myself...omg!
and when the instructor came out i was like giving a "oMG ITS U AGAIN" kind of look!haha!

and yeah we drove around the circuit a lil and went out to the road to try out 3rd and 4th gear. it was ok but its just that i always make my gear movements wrong...i cant multi task!haha!simple!
so and ya he went on nagging and grumblin and makin me feel so insulted! DAMn!
maybe its fated i guess but im seriously praying...haha! i wanna get my license fast and start driving my dad's car!haha!

anyway since i went to driving centre earlier guess wat i found.....

A car from the driving centre which has the number plate with my birthdate and my dad's initial!hahah!its awesome..so coincidental..hahah!

i wanna drive soon!hahah! hmmm...so after driving dragged myself to my granny's house..i dunnoe wat the hell my mum makes it a point to go there every saturday when there is nothing to do but to just sit and slack...argh! boring!hahah!

so yea!


blah blah goes the sheeP!
ok this is how it goes...
it got uncontrolled a lil...

anyway today had school like wats new..
im at school nite
and since im having a break decided to blog about my sob story episode 2515854845151......

anyway today had paper 7 lecture in the morning..as usual met clowny at MRT station and as usual i was late!ahah! sorri babe!
so met her and we took the train and since she was bored in the train she was practically combing my small eeyore's hair which i carry to school! the one they bought for me!
and she made it in some turban style..like wth!haha! its actuali to irritate mani...hah!

welll so movin on...came school at last!
the lecture was super boring and me and clownly and Rus were damn hungry and bored...
break time came and we three STROLLED to clarke quay and ate!ahah!
our 15mins break became an hour break...haha!

came back class and continued with lecture and then went to mug in the afternoon and MANI appeared in school!hahah!
so studied with him and in between we had a fight! damn!
but yeah its over now and done with! im happi!
ive been a sick goat! like down with flu and throat pain and every morning i have to start off my throat like some engine..sucks!haha!
yeah live sucks a lil and rocks a lil....


**38 days more...

eeyore..*something special...


people im back!
with more updates abt me!
so..........

today had a early wakeup..
had to ferry down all the way to REDHILL to go get some application filled up..
im becomin some agent...and to certify that i had to travel miles down...
and then met my aunt there went and got stuff done...

took a trip down to school on the way back..
and then my lovely cheryl darlin met me at TAMPINES and we went SHOPPING!!!!!!!haha!
ok not realli just went popular and went to eat! as usual!
wats new..
and im super tired now...the pass few days ive been sleeping late...
late as in 3 or 4am!
and i think i will soon get some brain malfunction from talkin on handphones for sooooooooo long...all the radiation! oh sob sob!

i realli hate sunday mornings now..im dreading it..
too much of shit to handle..
i get demoralised week after week...
Fish!

this whole week it seems like ive been fighting or arguing over issues...shit started on tuesday!
all the childish mentalities and i get blamed for nothing omg!
screw you..
you are not even perfect and yoy behave like ur perfect..
i may seem like im ur friend but my respect and trust for you has gone off..
i dun wish to even get involved in you
im not like totally supporting *m and *s just becos they are close to me but i realli think they will stand by me more than you..
just blamin me off...

*m and *s are also pissed so am i...mind it..
you caused us to hate you..
i dunnoe who to blame but im sure im not at fault...
im sorri honey..


thesedays...saranya ramalingam has become more silent and its for the better...
i dun wish to talk much...
heheh!




i love IT!



haha! well another cousins outing! this time my lovely brother cooked for us lunch and then the usual 4 onli went which is me shanky sangee and yugan bro!



yugan bro cookin was awesome and then he drove us to this bazzar that his friend was having and he got me this gorgeous suit which was purple! its so beautiful! and it realli cost a bomb! i mean it! so sweet of him! and then stayed for a while and left the place..decided to go for some dessert and headed over to west mall!

we went over to swensens and had ice cream!!hahah! and lots of laughter and crap and all his romantic stories and we also confessed to him about me and my other cousin were tellin about relationship crap we went thru and all...afterall he was shocked that so much things happened!hahah!
and yeah of course we had to end our laughter session and go back home..sad sad..


and i hate my driving instructor yesterday! i think i cannot get along!
it was my second lesson and yeah and of all my engine had to stall so many times! DAMM!
tats becos i release my clutch too fast! and my instructor gives this irritated look! like WALOW!
and my face was pissed and my instructor asked me dun look so angry and stressed!
i was like erm ok...but inside my heart i was fumming mAD! and waitin when the damn session will end!haha!
and at the end the instructor was veri nice...and i noe cause that i wun torture u with my engine keep stallin! ARGH!
hopefully my 3rd lesson goes on well!

school has been realli hectic and i can hardly stay at home! soon i will just stay over in schooL!
i mean i love going to school just for lectures but when the assignments come i hate it!argh!



and to many people who have been asking wat my previous blog is all about?????!!! esp the SMACK....welll its for u all to find out and for me to noe!
too bad!















my annual bdae outin with dd and md!
haha yeah so met up with my darlins and we decided to go to singapore flyer...
thanks to dd she made us walk so far and since i was wearin all black and long sleeve it killed me even more cause i was pespiring like mad and i was to exhausted!
went to eat at POPEYES! all the walkin made me too tired to eat!
then we were crappin around as usual
after lunch we walked over to esplanade rooftop!
CAMWHORE!yeah!
and then again WALKED OVER to marina square..we walked alot! humph!
then settled down at last and had drinks...hahah! we did something together at last!that is to get higH!hahaah!

so then later on the three of us were kinda tired and decided to go back...but i had no choice but to go schooL!
and when i attended lecture...surprisingly i could understand the lecturer even betta then other days...so the irony is to get drunk b4 goin for lectures...hmm!
anyway tats about it!ahahah! came back and slept...

out of war..
im out of war....great

HAD COUSINS OUTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!potos soon!
omg it was FREAKIN AWESOME!
so on saturday met up at 9pm..went to harbourfront...as usual the 4 darlins..me sangee shanky and yugan..
bought our fav "stuff" and slacked outside vivocity waitin for our other cousins and sangee's friend!
so we were slackin till 12am and then the others came and then went over to MACdonalds and they sabo the bdae gal which is ME to pay haha! and then we attacked like siao!
then we headed to a bar called PRIVe at keppel bay road..the ambience was awesome..
near the sea and the sofas facing the sea under the stars was awesome...hmm.
we were playin truth or dare there...lame but yea the questions were damn disgustin but fun...alot of truth came out!hehe..and i had to end up doin a dare which was to do a cheekdance with my brother!haha!and we of course had drinks there!haha!our original routine....i had flirtini which realli tasted weird and i was again sabo to get drunk and drank down most of the drinks..i was kinda tipsy but ok la! the bill was atrocious which came up to like 200plus and my sangee dear paid!hahah! SABO!
and then all of us walked out to harbourfront..it was kinda long walk but yeah the whole bunch was so noisy so we didnt feel the distance..

came to vivocity and then decided to slack but since there was not much seat and since we were all feelin kinda tired we decided to go back...and then we left at around 4plus to go home..went home and we all demanded to sleep in my bro's room which was air conditioned!hahah! and then we crapped till mornin and slept for a while..
woke up at 9 plus and ordered mac breakfast and ate and then i and sangee came back home..

and on SUNDAY NITE WAS THE BDAE TREAT FOR ME AND MY SIS FROM OUR AUNTIES AND UNCLES SO AT NITE ALL OF US MET AGAIn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this time we all went to some indrani cuisine..the food was nice and the climax was when they started switchin off the lights in the restraunt and then it became dark... and suddenly the happi bdae song played and me and my sis went blank starin at each other and then the cute waiter brought this lighted brownie on hot plate!!!!!!!! ARGH!! and all started singin happi bdae song! so PISAE but yea....hahah! so sweet of them! later onli realised that my auntie had told them earlier...
yeah! so sweet of them! it was a wonderful weekend esp my saturday outing!hehe!

You've just stepped onto my territory.

I'm just a little nobody...
Saranya
18
26 August 1989
Single