| Sunday, March 16, 2008 |
FUCKIN pissed..
im so mad with everything around me.
im so mad with my dance class la! i feel so fucked up joining it!
i have been learning dance sincee 4yrs old and yea im in the senior class but its so upsetting to noe that i dun get wat i went thru for all these years...
there is a performance on the 19th of april and all the gals are practising and all the nice dance pieces are goin out to all the favourites of my DT! as usual..im always given some fucked up Sc*** up dance step behind.
my sister is the oldest in the class and she gets all the things..pieces she wants..this is totally unfair. DT does not even bother she is so F***** bias for all i noe..im so mad...she will onli put her favourites in front row and me and some other gals will just enter the stage perform abit and leave... practically it seems like we are dancing for the sake that we are in the class...i dun see any sincerity shit!
i mean yeah im fat but im sure i perform better than some gals there its just that u dun see it cause ur eyes will never move at any other directions except them...u wan me to perform with my sis and u give me the black face like im not capable...WTH! WTF u wanna do...myself i dun perform at all....if that makes u so happi.
FUck sia..im sorri for my offensive language but if u were in my shoes i think u wld have just quit for now..im realli in the urge to quit.. but i realli wanna do my dance debut for learning so many years...people ask me how many years i leaning i proudly say for 14yrs but deep inside my heart i feel like i just joined the class from the way u treat me....'
DAMM!...
im sick and im mad....
god please save me....
tats it...i had enuff frustrations pout out already....anymore else i will punch the screen...
im that mad now...
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 1:11 AM
