| Thursday, March 20, 2008 |
Imaginary ...
My whole life seems to be like a dream..haha...for the past few weeks...ive been livin in my own world.not being aware of anyone..anything around me...in short...im been a numb souli sense you being with me..i sense ur romantic touch..i sense ur romatic look...i sense ur calmness..i sense ur gentle warmness...i sense ur beautiful smile...i feel you callin out my name from a far away place...i feel u puttin me to sleep..i sense u when i wake upi feel ur lookin at me wherever i am...i enjoy this..but wil it stay forever...can it?OK DAMM! i noe im not that retarded saranya...i dun care...believe me..im so immuned to everything around me..i just feel like im in a world of mine..i think im mad..
damm...dun ask me who is it cause i myself dunnoe who and what im thinkin abt..
sick..im totally sick in my brain...
i cry for no reason..i laugh for no reason....
OH GOD! save me..i nvr wanna be like this..
i feel everything and everyone is givin and lookin down on me..
or am i just imagining...damm...
i just want to be normal...
may god bless me....
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 6:54 AM