| Thursday, June 19, 2008 |
cancelled!
sunday rocked! yeah!all my cousins came over to my house and it was a blast! i love them!i jus cant imagine a life without them!as usual we were like teasing each other..then ate so much food cooked by my mum!most of my cousins left and asual the latest SSYS stayed back...oh if u dunnoe its Shankari Saran Yugan Sangee. hehe the 4 of us are as usual slackin away and then time came and sangee had to be sent to visit her "client" hehe!and me and yuganbro decided to see if sangee was good to her "client" and we trailed her and spied on her! camo our van..heheh! after dropping off her we both trailed back home and talked about some issues...my bro is damn sweet and loving man...sigHlove u darlins...anyway this week was kinda dissapointing i realli mean it dissapointing..could not help it..all my plans were burned..Monday :went temple for volunteering..i guess this was the onli one that worked out wellTuesday: to meet my friend..he could not meet ...ended up slackin at home..Wednesday: planned to slack at home but instead was dragged to go and watch dasavatharam..Thursday: planned to meet my DD and MD and my friend but could not again!Friday: slack at home i guess!SO SAD! i cant believe my holidays are super boring..anyway this sunday gonna meet my darlin cousins again for some show...omg! hope it will be a blast!oh ya and i realised ive been a lil retarded in my previous post abt love and all...sigh..just leave it..aint gonna bother too much till i get answers as wat i want...My pri sch friend came cryin to me abt her bf and i had to be aunt agony and im not sad abt it. all these problems that i hear abt relationships can realli make me learn a lesson. Guys are guys and gals are gals...either they remain to selfish and being dominated by them.aiyah..this is why i refused to get into a new relationship..im scared i cant commit and may hurt that party...and not onli that...its no use makin an effort to call or sms that party when that party is not even bothered..True LOVE IS hard to be found..its has to come or not comeit has to happen or just leave itit has to be there or else just die...damn it..its not like those times when everything was much moe serious...sigh..gals and guys change bfs and gfs just like their clothes..im aint sayin im a angelic or saint one..perhaps i may be wrong...saranya saranya.......sigh!
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