| Thursday, August 7, 2008 |
phobiac!
backie backie back..with more updates on wats happening with me and around me!so well things are ok la except for some issues and yeah on sat i had my meeting with my wonderful cousins. had the bdae bash as planned except for some minor changes la!so as usual slacked and of course the usual particular group of cousins moved away for our "session"haha! so..me,shank, sangee,nayson,yugan,kugan all moved away to the 7 eleven at around 4am! sat down and had drinks.It was awesome and esp we were crapping about stuffs!and I and my cousin were kinda gone...as in kinda high..and all i did was to sit and look down at the floor was feeling too dizzy to move anyway..and kugan seeing me not feelin orite made me stand and started hitting on my back...i just could not stand properly..me and my other cousin were dragged home after that...went home had a banana..was ok..so all of us sat down and started crappin again till 7+..then all said tired...all went to sleep..i and my other cousin could not realli sleep so just ended up using comp and watchin videos and just nice it was 10 n the wake up call came to eat breakfast! so its like pratically awake the whole freakin 24hours la!yeah so slacked on sunday morning at my cousin's place till 9+ at nite..then my parents came to fetch me and my sis went back home and SLEPT! yawN!it was damm tiring but wonderfully awesome and WOHOO! i love them!yeah so moving on..today its another day with them..gonna watch movie with them!my loves!eversince last week i have a phobia of meeting guys! some incident just shook me off! im sorri bit yeah...ive been paranoid and dare not meet any guy...except for my loved ones la...i dunnoe...anyway im just gonna be myself..and not gonna bother about anything..my results are coming out in a few weeks omg! im freakin ouT!realli realli freaking out and this month seems to be kinda dissapointing...many things are happening just like that...i will just have to leave with it and move along with whatever i have..God bless me!
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 12:27 AM