| Saturday, August 16, 2008 |
poof goes the cat...
this week has been kinda bleagh...tuesday had my etrial test for FTT and wed was the exam which went ok.i managed to pass but im not gonna be happi till i get my actual driving liscense.most of them i noe have already gotten their lucky card.sigh..ive been pissed off and realli upset this whole week. i lost my concentration on everything includin my lecture. I got so pissed off and i went over to clarke quay and sit there and just think in that dark and quiet environment and lookin over the singapore river...its good that my school is near there...i fought with alot of pple this week and i just get agitated over every single shit.and im a kind of person who hates to tell their frustrations to my friends unless it just comes off my mouth..i will just cry over it and just leave it!i just hate myself and i seriously have veri bad inferior complex...i just think that everyone hates me for some reason which argh just pisses me off..im not in a mood to celebrate my bdae also even though its just days away...and tml is my results which is freakin me off...im just tryin to stay calm..hopefully it goes well...and for the freakin last time im not a EMO! please....i think i just need some time for myself and get myself settled down...the reason for all these laments i have is just one and onli 1 fucked up reason....tat issue has been makin me mad..its either a yes or no and its takes u so long to tell meeven though i fought with you that one day tat i spent with u cant come back and it was realli wonderful...and i never want to make u think about it and come back cryin to me...i hate to see tears in ur eyes.....its realli hurts me inside yeah...the most i can do as a friend is to help u..watever relationship we had last time just leave it and now that we are friends just get ourselves back in track...i cant be thinkin of u my whole life and ive told u my interest has changed and that u or any other guy are not my priority....i noe it sucks but i cant help it my dear...watever it is....u noe wat i will say...
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 11:18 PM