| Monday, August 18, 2008 |
somewhere in my heart
a lil place for you
ive kept...
since the day i met you...
you were my life and i loved being with you...
tough we met lil..
every meetin was a blessing and a wonderful one...
as u held my hands and as we walk along those usual routes...
everytime we sat and talked i looked at your eyes from the side..
the way ur eyelashes fall when you always look down..
the way you look with ur eyes at me....
every lil secret i shared with you..
and every small smile you will give...
those were the days...
i was a happi lil child..
but as the days went by...there was a strain in our relationship..
i felt the pain and the agony whenever you hang up on me..
weeks and days passed by...
my sadness became frustration..
i gave up on you...
but still i had a lil love for you ..
i had the confidence you will return...
but you continued to not bother..
i totally forgot about..
whenever i hear your name i got pissed..
you gave lame excuses to avoid me...i knew that...
and whenever i tried to move to you...you just threw me away..
i had enough..
i dont wish to continue like this..
if you dun wish to then dun...
im not a toy to play with..
i dun have any % love on you now but 100% anger and frustrations on you..
im sorry but its time you realised how its like being avoided my dear...
im happier this way...
leave it as it is...it better off when we did not noe each other...
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 12:40 AM
