| Wednesday, September 17, 2008 |
im in schoool now and im blogging away my life story part 2153845485646465165....hahah! im seriously missing my cousINS!!!!!! ARGH!i have a whole wish list to do now till the end of year and here it goes:Pass my paper 4 well...Complete my last 3 papers satisfactorily in dec..Get my license end of this year or by early next year..Have a wonderful deepavali...Have a awesome gathering with my cousins....To send of mani to india for good happily with some fond memories left behind..remaining with cheryl and shiva...To start preparing for ACCA next jan....To spend a wonderful time with my friends and family.my aunties and my relatives have been askin me why the hell im still not attached with a bf. its irritating cause not 1 of them but about 7 of them were asking me at a recent family function.its frustrating and i just stand there and told them im not interested!excuse me im onli 19 and its not like im 25 years old in a marriage age! damn you! its pissing! i dun need a bf at this age and do what! i must achieve my goals and aim. i wanna settle down done with my degree and hons and get a good job and be financially and mentally stable myself.By getting a bf its onli gonna distrupt me more and i will like have to be controlled by him and im not a person who can often get out of house at odd timings and meet that often with such a retarded lifestyle and timetable like mine.And my parents have high expectations about me ever since my sis is now done with her degree and shes in a good post in her office and me just doing a diploma. i need to set an example and make my dad and mum proud. i dun care wat other people think about me or wat kind of creature i can be? i dun live for others..i live for myself!if i like a person i will tell them straight and i will tell them my situation.i regret if i told and made a mistake and make them have wishes about me?!that my weakness...i always tell off and later will regret. i make errors like who does not?!watever...... I saranya ramalingam shall not care about wat any loser our there thinks about me! off!
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 2:19 AM
