| Thursday, October 2, 2008 |
F****** do exist man! seriouslY!it seriously sucks to be in my shoes..i cant show my anger to anyone..onli cheryl knows the whole shit and she understands wat im going thru..im so in the urge to get it down ...u woke me up and asked whether i was goingand i said yea and asked if u were? and u said yes dear i will see u there..in full hopes and excitement i go..once i reach i message u..and after 1/2 hr later u msgim sorri dear...im not comin...there goes my friday! down the drain...i dunnoe whther you were tryin to trick me by saying prayers..why? why? why? is it a mistake for the both of us...or maybe its not fated..it just makes me cry...i cannot cry now.....i had enuff cryin for you...conincedently the other party is not here as well..maybe wat im thinkin maybe happenin there...or like wat cheryl said..since one did not come the other one decided not to come?wTf is actualli running in ur mind..my options are open wide..even now i cant hold back my tears...this is the last place i would ever wanna cry at..maybe hers was better than mine..or more worthful...fuck...i hate you and i dun wanna care about u anymore..just another 2 months more..i wil withstand the painafter that ur gone and im also gone...MALE CHAUVANIST PIG>>>>and your FUCKED up attitude!ps: thanks cheryl...u undertstand how i feel and we both sometimes end up in the same shit!thanks honey!
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 9:45 PM
