| Tuesday, October 21, 2008 |
i can never laugh for a veri long time cause i will have to end up cryin the next moment! seriously somethings is gone in my life..
so yeah this week has started off kinda pissing and too much of tears have been shed over two particular people. but after a long while i have to accept it and live with it.i cant alter or do anything much yea! just do my own stuff and move on! it takes veri long for people to understand me i guess... even my dad and mum dun understand me. wat can i do? its not like i fixed my character this way. screw me and my character. its realli fucked up to feel this way!
everything i say these days is a mistake for everyone.and im not a FUCKIN EMO QUEEN for umpteen times!'
i just blog wats realli happening to me and if u think im an emo then dun bother reading on!
school was my happiness for a long time but now im realli dreading to come to school and see his face. after knowing wat has happen and the fact that you just needed me for ur pleasure is sucky to know. im super pissed with myself . where did my brains go to? wat the hell was i thinkin at that point? just givin on myself off...
screw...
i just wanan be alone now. getiing into a relationship is not a big issue now. i mean yea the feeling to be in one and be pampered and be concerned by someone is a nice feeling but after all this issues..its the best i be alone..
i noe i liked u and we cant get together. after yesterday i have decided to let matters rest us and let u move on to get someone better.dun worri i wun curse u and all the more i will move away from you..you should noe wat im tryin to say...let me say this for the last time...
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 10:38 PM
