| Monday, November 24, 2008 |

i wanna a JAZZy night!
i wanna go to a jazz club and unwind myself and of course i surely wanna go
to PRIVE!!!!!!
omg that place is awesome..the music...the ambience and yeah!
yeah and anyway i just passed by my friendster profile friends and i kinda
got pissed after reading comments sent by a person to someone whom i once had attraction on..
and when i called u no answering...i did not bother calling...
after scanning thru ur friendster i got the hint...
back back...
i guess its retribution..
retribution of wat?! onli cheryl noes!
rite honey!?hahahah!
anyway i dun care of watever that is happening around me..
relating to my social life..
when the time comes i will get on with it..
social life for me sucks at this moment and i dun bloody hell care a shit about it!
mum has gone to india and im joinin her on the dec 14th.sigh.miss my mum and i hate it when my sis keeps sayin that mummi wont be here to torture us for 1 month! WTH u swine its so irritatinG! since u hate her so much why the fuck u take her stuff and try to act nice.dun take her money then! u talk big onli and so fussy about every single shit and think that wat u do and say is rite? oh please kiss ur ass! stop being an idiot! eveything she say is a nag for you. all u noe is to enjoy and dun bother abt her! please la! jus becos u stat working and dun need mum and dad to give you money that doesnt mean u dun care about the family and just becos u have some shitty Bf problem dun vent it on us! damn it and u think shoutin at me the whole time is fun! think again! sigh... after seeing you character i think mummi can be more understanding at times more than you.
my mum is a person who is very over protective and she cares alot about us.Her way of showing love is not about always huggina and kissing and trying to act cute to us. she treats us like adults so obviously some times when she nags it can be harsh but afterall at the end of the day she forgets and forgives. I dun understand why my mum and sis cannot get along. and my sis goes on askin me why im such a mother's pet. Its not mother's pet you noe ur mum is a over protective person and you know her character so why dun u adjust and just move on. The more you argue the more its gonnna aggrevate the whole situation. god save me! now i noe why people say my character is exactly like my dad!
ah anyway exams are 1 week more and after that its gonna be bunny's bdae bash but somehow
or rather i just dun seem interested in it. im kinda off it!and paper 7 makes me tear..i dunnoe how!
why cant i have a smart brain!
and ive been missing out on alot of meetings with dance gals,sec school friends..and dd and md! all give up on
meeting me cause of my school! im not gonna explain the whole shit!
if u think im not meeting cause of some other stupid reasons then go ahead.
sigh...god bless me!
and i miss my mum!
love you!
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 2:23 AM