SCREWED!



some things do happen for a reason i guess..

i can never think for myself at times..

i always depend on others too much

and i regret like shit...



i think im matured,

independent,

able to think for myself...

but i guess imnot..

im still a small kid for my family members..



anyway movin on its exactly another 29 days more to my RESULTS

and its scary..

i just wanna pull through and i dun wish to repeat and face the new syllabus of CAT

just wanna start with ACCA!

its also time my family realise that im aint stupid..

and im not just wasting their money..



i need to seriously complete my driving by april,

and start studying,

but i wan a part time job till july!



im reaLLI gonna souns racist but i dun understand why they need bilingual chinese..

they need people whom can speak chinese..wat the hell..

and a interview i went for...after seeing me she asked me whther i can speak chinese and i was like NO!

and she said ok i will call back...

and for 2 weeks no call, i called back the company and they appointed some other gal who...

and she an N level student and she was a CHINESE so they appointed her..

FUCK! im sorri to those who are chinese and read my blog..

you may hate me but yeah...

it sucks to be an indian at times..

we are the minority and yeah but i think we are not that dumb to be not qualified for the job..

SUCKS! ive applied for more that 15 companies and none of them have replied!

its ok..i will just have to live with this shit!



tomorrow is sunday..

SUNDAY mornings are like HELL days!

i hate it....but yeah..

im just gonna control everything and move on..

hopefully some sense is knocked into that thick skull of hers sooner this year!



life has to go on and..





HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO SHIVA!!!!!!

You've just stepped onto my territory.

I'm just a little nobody...
Saranya
18
26 August 1989
Single